am only feeling the new year now cuz of chinese new year. ohwells im a true blue chinese in the blood.
my new year resolution, other than all the superficial stuff like getting a hot bod and spending less money etc etc, i want
TO BE MYSELF AGAIN.
not that ive not been happy, just that from now onwards i hope i can be true to myself and laugh when im happy cry when im sad. dont have to care about image dont have to be afraid of being judged. stop being so easily affected by people’s opinions about me and live my life the way i wanna live.
i dont wanna live in the song ‘yesterday once more’ anymore. i wanna be in control of myself and my own feelings again, and stop thinking about how awesome it would be if i were still in st nicks. stop being afraid of getting hurt again, stop being a coward and be brave again.
new awesome things will start happening when i finally learn to let go. which is prolly soon:D
xoxo and happy cny,QING.
