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片尾曲：最后一页
演唱：江语晨
作曲：詹宇豪
作词：弹头(宋健彰)
编曲：痞克四 小颍

雨停滞天空之间
像泪在眼眶盘旋
这也许是最后一次见面

沿途经过的从前
还来不及再重演

拥抱早已悄悄冷却
海潮声 淹没了离别时的黄昏
只留下不舍的体温
星空下 拥抱着快凋零的温存
爱只能在回忆里完整

想把妳抱进身体里面
不敢让妳看见
嘴角那颗没落下的泪

如果这是最后的一页
在妳离开之前
能否让我把故事重写

想把妳抱进身体里面
不敢让妳看见
嘴角那颗没落下的泪

如果这是最后的一页
在妳离开之前
能否让我把故事重写

[熊猫人]might be quite a 低能show (so far), but i think its quite funny:) especially when there’re 潘达-小语 scenes<3<3<3

xoxo,

QING!

我讨厌的人。

我讨厌那种答应了人最后却故意找借口反悔的人。

也讨厌那种开始为了避免被麻烦而敷衍了事，随便答应别人，后来尽量可以拖就拖，最后尽量赖掉的人。

更讨厌那种当别人指责她赖账的时候，还死厚脸皮说是别人的错的人。

特别讨厌那种当自己最后才知道误会了什么事的时候，明明之前自己都没有问过人家，还要恼羞成怒责备人家没早点跟她说的人。

发生过很多次了，没有一次你们的承诺可以兑现。

我都不知道以后要拿什么去信任你们。

今天没有xoxo, 沁凝。

funny convos.

hahaha the caps lock button is okay nowwww. sorry to those who have had a very difficult time reading my emails and facebook msges:P i actually wanted to keep pressing the SHIFT button(you know, when your comp’s on caps you press the shift button to un-caps it??) but i think typing in caps are kinda cool hehe:P

oh i have this idea in mind: jotting down all the funny convos that i have had in the church school and make a collection thingy after my 6 months there. and it’s true that you really need hell lot of patience to be able to understand what these special kids are trying to say.

[PE period]

autistic guy A: Teacher, I like one person….

me: who?

autistic guy A: play basketball.

me:….

[after lunch]

me: Carrot*, have you washed your own plate?

girl B: Teacher, you wash body(bathe) everyday?

me: of course! how about you?

girl B: i very long never wash hair…

me: for how long? (her hair very clean what.)

girl B: one year…

me:???!!!

girl B: they say chinese new year one year one time…(thinking very hard)

me:-faints-

[random time]

girl C: Teacher, I don’t like.

me: you don’t like what?

girl C: i don’t like to ah-choo(sneeze) when i pee-pee.

me: -confused-then how?

girl C: i want to pee-pee.

me: go lah.

girl C: but i scared.

me: scared?

girl C: i will ah-choo.

me: Nevermind. Teacher guarantee you won’t ah-choo okay? now faster go pee.

(*names have been changed to protect identity)

luckily it’s only every tuesday and thursday. i still want to live in a normal community with normal human beings:)

xoxo,QING!

a (kinda) shocking day.

sigh. the first shock is not something to be happy about cuz I GOT MOLESTED ( you know i have been volunteering at my brother’s church school(for special kids like those with down syndrome and autisme etc etc) and there’re some who are, more normal and maybe more ‘hormonally developed’. dont worry its not like a big tight slap on the butt or whatsoever, its a small ‘touch’ at the butt but you’ll know that its deliberately done la. anyway unlike my usual reaction– giving that bastard an unforgettable-for-life slap– i pulled the guy back and scolded,

CUCUMBER*, DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU JUST DID? YOU CANNOT ANYHOW TOUCH PEOPLE. PEOPLE CAN CALL THE POLICE AND CATCH YOU YOU KNOW!? YOU WAIT I GO AND TELL TEACHER M*.

*(names have been changed to protect identity)

teacher M* is this volunteer who has just stepped down from the post as principal last year cuz she has another home to take care of other than the church school. so i reported to her,

TEACHER M*, I KENA ALREADY. -points at cucumber*-

so she pulled cucumber* and i aside, demanded a sorry from cucumber*, and punished him to face the wall until she said okay. poor cucumber* who couldnt have tea with other kids.

later i realised that im not the first one to get it. haha, oops. almost ALL the volunteers (aunties you know! married one leh!) have gotten the taste of it, and they still cant really do anything about it except to punish him and scold him la. his parents also, so afraid to bring him out cuz sometimes when he’s out he does that to strangers. whoa if one day he kena a LAO DA’s woman, good luck man. LAO DAs usually heck care about down syndrome and autisme.

second shock: my mum got an LV (!!!) paper bag (wahlao!) for me cuz she bought a Gucci bag at some branded-stuff warehouse store today. and since that salesman said there’ll be new stock coming in next week my mum is gonna bring me there. when she came to fetch my bro and i today i saw that Gucci bag and i was like,

MAH-MIE! 这个 XI XIA?

my mum:

OH OH OH, 差一点就忘记LIAO!

and she reached to the back seat and gave me two LV paper bags. kanasai. i still thought that she would at least buy me a wallet can.

SIGH. I REALLY FEEL LIKE GOING BACK TO SPORE:( LATE CNY MAYBE??? cuz i have one and a half weeks hols from the church school for cny. but still, my dad suggested going to australia, so i dont know.

I MISS MY TOMODACHIs!

xoxo,

QINGZ.

lalala~

i think the aircon technician hates me.

he’s a freaking weirdo. i came out of my room this morning(two techs came to fix the air con in my parents’ room before im awake) finding one playing my brother’s psp while the other one was fixing the air con.

like what the hell he was playing my BROTHER’S PSP??? WHEN HE’S SUPPOSED TO FIX THE DAMNED AIR CON???

so i wanted to go forward to ask him what the bloody hell he was doing but realised i was still in my pyjamas. after getting changed i came out of my room again, this time finding my grandma standing in front of the man (the man was sitting down lying against the wall, still playing the psp), and she was trying to tell him [it's very hot up here, why dont you go downstairs and wait until your partner's done?] (in malay)

so that man stood up and my grandma just snatched the psp back from him, and came to my room to tell me what happened when i’ve already seen the whole thing.

and before the technician went down, i totally gave him the cant-you-just-get-your-own-psp-if-you-like-it-so-much-and-stop-playing-your-clients’-when-they-pay-you-to-get-their-aircon-fixed-not-to-get-their-records-broken face with my eyes rolled so high until they nearly got stuck with my eyelids.

so i think the technician hates me. and i dont want to go down right now because his partner’s not done yet and he’ll still be sitting somewhere in the living room waiting.

i really need to start preparing myself for work, next week, yes, next week. promise. no more procrastinating.

xoxo,

qingning

SIX YEARS OF LOVE.

I still cant quite believe that our dear fellow cassiopeians did this!

You are trying to cut the dreams that [TVXQ] has been creating for the past six years,
and are hurting the hearts of hundreds of thousands of people who felt joy because of them.

Stop your actions that are hurting the five members.
Let them sing freely without any constraints.

The storm will wither soon.
We will protect them forever so that they are not harmed.
We will forever wait.

We are always standing by TVXQ
- China’s TVXQ Baidu BAR -

The japanese cassiopeians are currently raising funds to do the same too, publishing warning ads on newspapers. whoa cassiopeians all over the world UNITE! what a wonderful 6th anniversary prezzie:) HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY DBSK OPPAS!

and and and. another great song coming from our oppas, showing that they’re prefectly fine, alive and kicking! i hope changmin is coping well with BREAK OUT promotions and the filming of PARADISE MEADOW at the same time. and junsu too:) haha cant wait to see him in his MOZART costume:))) 

BREAK OUT BREAK OUT! it’s on repeat mode in my mp3:P and the lyrics make me wonder if they actually means what our oppas are going through right now.

BREAK OUT BREAK OUT! of SME slave contracts!

p/s. to the ELFs, im so sorry for whatever that has been going on between HANKYUNG and SME and SOME OTHER RUMOURED SJ MEMBERS WHO CHOSE TO BE ON SME’s SIDE and WHOEVER WHATEVER. some complicated stuff.

xoxo,

qing!

infinitely yours, SEOUL.

not a very big fan of SNSD, i watched this cuz of SUJU )))

can’t find words to describe how cute it is, just watch it yourself.

SEOHYUN AND KYUHYUN PAIR IS F-CUTE!

SEOhyun, KYUhyun, SEO-KYU, SO CUTE!

xoxo,

qing!

BACK HOME.

i might have packed my stuff in 2 and 1/2 hours but seems like its impossible to unpack even in a week’s time. and my home’s internet is darn slow until its taking years to log in to msn :’(
I WANT TO GO SHOPPING!!! dong pin fang hurry come over before your work and my driving/korean lessons start.
haha and i might just go back to spore anytime to meet up with friends!!! yeepeee!
i am so random but who cares? shows that i’m f-bored.
xoxo,
qingning

LAST TWO DAYS.

call me a genius. i finished packing my entire side of the room in 2 and 1/2 HOURS. not days. HOURS.

cuz the GO (general office) of DUNMAN HIGH SCHOOL HOSTEL called me at 12(wth!) in the afternoon to tell me that today yesterday was the last day i could ask for a room check since i’ll be going home on sunday(as in they normally do room checks to make sure that all the stuff in the room are at their original places, clean and tidy before we leave FOREVER. otherwise we can just forget about getting our passports and go home if everything is not up to their standard-_-lll) and since the GO normally closes by freaking 5pm i had to pack all my stuff into the TANG SHAN BAGS (loves!!!!) and clean my room, bathroom etc etc before the time. hell i was in school in the afternoon to collect my testimonials and after lunch and all it was already 3 something. anyone will go insane packing their 6 years worth of rubbish in less than a day okay. let alone in, erm <2 hours?

but luckily the GO was kind enough to have granted me time extension of an hour. plus i dragged abit as well so all the hell ended officially at around 6.

brah. now i’m having muscle ache from all the 扛扛抬抬.

plus i’ve submitted all my access cards and keys so i guess the only thing that i’ll be doing tomorrow later is to stick my butt on my chair and watch 珠光宝气until i go crazy.

or maybe i should just spend my day dyeing my hair:) yay chestnut brown:)

ahhh. everyone’s looking for job lobangs. i wanna do social work and contribute to the society:) I WANNA GO CAMBODIA TO BUILD TOILETS! or maybe i should just get a part time job and invest in a OSIM U-KIMONO bwahahahahaha.

to remember:NUTTY IRISHMEN frangelico!

xoxo,                                                                                                                                           qing

MISSING.

DONG PIN FANG! WHERE ON EARTH ARE YOU???

i hate phones cuz once you lose it you lose contact with the world:(

REPLY ME ON FACEBOOK DONG PIN FANG!!!!

ultimate pekchek,

qingning